thread: 2005-08-05 : Going Home
On 2005-08-05, Gordon wrote:
So, I wanna say something helpful, which is no guarantee that I'll succede. But I'll try . . . here's the thing: you seem to have nailed just *what* it is that you miss, but how about *why* you miss it?
I'm not too happy about the why's I come up with myself in those situations. They seems to chase the missing-feeling right out of me. 'Cause while I too have given up sin, and redemption (in at least it's most common form), I don't (damnit) seem to have given up responsibility.
I'm an arrogant sunufabich - GodIfThereIsOne'll get my faith when It earns it. Until then, I'm just going to have see what us humans can do to get by (which maybe is the point anyway),
Gordon
