2004-12-27 : Archive 139
Well that was a rough Christmas. Boy did I end up cranky.
I yelled at my poor kids. It was me with the increasing load of Solstice with not enough sleep + Christmas Eve at Chris's with too much unspoken pain + Christmas Eve at Jenny & Johno's with too much leaving too soon + Christmas morning at Chris's with still too much unspoken pain, slightly spoken + Christmas at GGpa & GGma McKie's with also too much leaving too soon + Christmas at GGpa & GGma Lord's with not enough leaving soon enough + Christmas at Chris's with for God sake still too much unspoken pain and also way too much not-lunchtime-yet + Christmas at Serena's with Serena & Barbara with too much Meg gets to unload her carried stress onto her family and I get to keep carrying mine plus the new stress of Meg's unloading + the day after Christmas at Serena's with too much Elliot yelling at me and Sebastian yelling at me while Meg and her mom and sister reconnect after Meg's unloading = TOO MUCH FREAKING STRESS. So when we got back to our house, I yelled at my poor kids.
I feel like crap.
Next year, no Christmas, no Solstice. Next year, I celebrate National I have a day off from work so I'm'a play vidjagames Day. Nobody's invited.
Yeah, right. We'll see how well that flies.
1. On 2004-12-27, Meguey said:
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