Meguey Baker: The Thing that Gnaws

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4:30 AM is a time of terror. too late to get solidly back to sleep, too early to get up. It's that terrible time when tiny missteps from the past loom large, and worries for the future seem like an impenetrable fog.

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2021-12-20 Meguey Baker: This Longest Night *
2021-11-30 Faie Baker: Shell & Soul Player Preview *
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2021-08-26 The Unnamed World: 3 New Packets *
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2021-06-18 The Unnamed World 1st Look: Basic Rules *
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2021-01-31 A Sampler of Fantasy Games *
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2020-09-30 A New Sorcery Magic System *
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2020-08-26 Under Hollow Hills: The Young Witch & the Witch's Bird *
2020-07-31 Keep Keeping It Under Your Hat! *
2020-07-27 Meguey Baker: Tea With Cats *
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2020-05-31 Visible Mask Pattern by Meguey Baker
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2019-11-30 Elliot Baker: On the Old Dirt Road *
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2019-10-25 Game Design as Acquired Skill *
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2018-09-30 First Look: Burned Over *
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2018-08-24 Ennis Bashe: The Runaway *
2018-08-20 Monthly Discussion #40 *
2018-08-16 The Long History of Under Hollow Hills *
2018-07-31 Under Hollow Hills: The Elfin Knight & Boneshoes *
2018-07-12 Monthly Discussion #38 / #39 *
2018-06-29 Under Hollow Hills: Example Places and Two More Playbooks! *
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2018-05-25 Monthly Discussion #37 *
2018-04-28 Five Torn Out Pages *
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